For the past five days I have been incredibly ill and lost quite a lot of weight as I havent really had an appetite. Ive had awful flu and a very sore chest, which finally today, seems to be subsiding into a normal cold. It ruined the weekend that Sean and I planned for our anniversary, but never mind. 

Today I went to Oxford Street with Jenny and Beth with intent to spend very little money on myself, and to finish my Christmas shopping, however in reality the complete opposite of this happened. I bought paper bag tapered trousers, a lace sandy shore style dress (finally!), striped tights, a cath kidston mug for mum’s present, some new foundation, a cushion, some christmas pyjamas and some sequin shorts, spending a grand total of £134 in about 3 hours. Pretty impressive if I do say so myself. The lady in Mac who colour matched me was lovely, offering me sensitive advice to suggest to Beth and Jenny about their acne, and encouraging me to follow my dreams, and reach for the sky because you never know whats around the corner. She really touched me.

Beth asked if I want to live with her, Aimee and Pet next year. I immediately said yes as its been my biggest worry for the last couple of months that I will end up living on my own next year. I dont really know Aimee and Pet all that well in honesty, but Im sure it will be fine, and I think they may be quite relaxed in regards to animals, (fingers crossed!)

Im feeling rather sick this evening having stuffed my face with kettle chips, vitamin water and bakin’ boys cupcakes.